Cha cha changes...

It's been such a long time since I've been on my blog. This page was like a journal to me, but now that I am a mom a student, and I was working things have gotten much harder. It's gotten harder to write, or better yet type or find time to even share my thoughts. I made a youtube channel, and even that I can't seem to keep up with. First thing first is I am pregnant with baby #2!
Edward and I are so excited to have another kid on the way, and for sure this is going to be the last one. We say this because we feel like 2 is our number for family plus this pregnancy is tough. With liam it was harder, but I can't seem to get over the morning sickness. I've lost 10lbs, and now I have a cold, so it's not easy. I enjoy the baby of being pregnant, but not the pregnancy. It's tough, and I am trying so hard to make it work, but its really tough. The nausea makes it worse, and I can't seem to want to eat anything. Nothing satisfies my stomach, and there is nothing I crave. Even drinking water makes me nauseous. I can't seem to get out of bed because all i want to do is fall asleep. But I am now 11 weeks, so hopefully it passes by next week.
Another is Edward bought us a house so we recently moved in to our beautiful home. To be honest it's harder being there because now Edward has to work even more to pay for it. SO that means no coming home on the weekends anymore, but instead working. The house doesn't feel like home unless everyone is there. I'm very grateful for the house, but I wish he was there.