So I came back home about a week ago and I decided mind as well stay for my dad's birthday so here I am sticking around I decided I should tidy up my old room since I was going to be here a while . I put a few things in boxes and my dad took it up to the attic. while rummaging thru my book case I found a small photo album of pictures I haven't seen since I probably developed them! Inside were pictures of Edward and I probably the year 2013 the last year we would have with each other before Liam. We looked happy in love we kissed and cuddled and held hands ALL the time and seeing those photos made me realize we don't hug and kiss as much are responsibilities have shifted a lot. Now that Liam is here we find ourselves caring for him more than each other were to tired to show love and affection. Edward works from 7-7 even from 7-2am so by the time I see him we are both quite exhausted!
I miss those days where we just cared about each other and the only bills we had were our phones insurance and car bill. Now we live together and he supports us while I watch and care for our son.
I never thought this would happen to us I always thought Liam would not change our relationship towards each other but it did and I'm jot saying Liam was a mistake NEVER I just wish we had more time to ourselves to enjoy each other but whenever that time comes
I have decided to make a promise to kiss every night to pray for strength to have a simple conversation and talk about us.
Who know if it'll work Edward is my best friend he always has been. We goof around so much! I don't think our relationship is ruined I just believe it can be a fixer upper! We should have more cuddles and kisses! Anyways that's my thoughts of now.
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