Monday, April 20, 2015

Edward Luna

is it just me or do girls find their partner a lot more sexier when they are with their kid??

Gosh Edward.
I don't know where to start...
We've been together for 5 years! 





That is so insane to me because it seriously (I'm not kidding) feels like we just met. Like we were just meeting in the paintball field or walking. Around school getting to know each other. I don't even know where all the time has gone. It's like just yesterday when you first gave me your ring (which turned out was your dads lol) and like not that long ago you were driving me to my college class wow! Seriously I cannot believe it's been 5 years! Gosh it's just so insane for me to be with you for so long! I've never tolerated or even bothered to be with anyone this long but you.. God you are something special if not I would've dumped you 4 1/2 years ago(I never took him serious) but no things went good and we became closer and closer then you were my boyfriend and now your my sons father.
I never thought of having kids with you like we talked about it but it never actually seemed real till Liam was born and I never understood why it was such a big deal to you when I would say Liam loves me more until I would see your face break and I knew I had to go stay with you or else Liam would never get to know you. Your working and I'm taking care of Liam and were a family so we gotta stick together like you said
You are truly my best friend I can talk to you about us, things like makeup,clothe and family, and those makeup answers are funny like babe take that makeup off you don't need it and I respond with no you just don't want it to hurt your wallet lol you are the person I never thought of because I never truly believe love existed I never took you serious until now until I saw you with Liam and I knew I was with you because you loved me because I loved you and we are one. You are a truly amazing guy I cannot believe things have gone so awesome for us and I still can't believe we have Liam! If you would've told me I would've had a son with you I would've died I thought you were one of the cutest guys in high school and you still are 
I love you Edward so fucking much lol I remember when I first told you that you laughed so hard lol it was in high school on the stairs lol you truly are my best friend 


Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Family Vacation

My family and I recently went to fiesta texas it was just my mom and dad my sisters and liam sadly Edward could not make it because he was working but then he got rained out at work and he was able to come but on the way there his car battery messed up and he was stranded that day was raining like crazy but we still managed to have fun 

8 months old!....baby#2

My baby liam just turned 8 months like about 6 days ago haha
I am being so bad on updating on my blog and I need to do it at least once a week or maybe more..
I started a youtube channel of just our daily life with my son I never want to forget how small he was or how much he has made us laugh so far. it is insane seeing him eat and breath and laugh and play like what??? did this boy come out of me? did me and Edward make this precious boy it's insane he's our love he's our boy our wonderful sweet boy:)





 
I've been trying to convince Edward in having another baby I really do not want liam growing up on his own I grew up with 4 sisters and it was awesome even though we had to share we got along it was fun we always had someone there.
 
but Edward wants to wait a year or two in a way I am fine because my body is not near to where i want it to be I am still at 150 when liam was born I was 174 before I was at 139 how sad is that?! I gained extra weight after he was born and towards the end I was in love with chocolate. anyways I do understand I want my body to be ready again. healthy and better to take in another child my body is a home and im going to make sure im okay until were ready again.
I cannot wait!!yay:D
I love liam and I know I will love another boy or girl but I hope for a boy plus I would like to see how another kid will look like a mix between edward and I is insane. it's still insane to me that we have liam:)
 

Worst psychologist experience. Diagnosing my son with autism.

https://beckyandedward.blogspot.com/?m=1 We recently went to a psychologist. Let me just say this was the worst experience I have ever had....