it is August 26. 2014 and it is 11:31 pm and yes I am a mommy now!!! I actually have my baby boy Liam on my chest as I type this blog out my baby loves sleeping on my chest I love it! I don't mind if he does become to attached I want him to always want to be with someone never wanting to be alone. as a child even though I had 4 sisters I still did everything on my own...weird I know. anyways being a mother is sure tougher than I thought...hmmm lets start from the beginning
on august 1st I went to my doctors appointment at 37 weeks and 6 days I had an ultra sound done to check my amniotic fluid turns out it was very low I needed it to be at least a 5 and it was a 3 so my doctor told me looks like your having your baby today!! how insane. Edward was at work so my mom texted him to come home because I was having the baby he drove home in at least an hour and a half from corpus.
my doctor then dilated me to 3 cm herself all I can say is it was painful!! I went home got my hospital bag and baby bag ready and went to the hospital with my mom and dad I went in around 11 and Edward got there around 1. skipping ahead I was dilated at 9 1/2 cm at 4:50 the next day I did not feel any intense pain with the contractions until that time all I felt was major cramps but nothing to bad. once I did get to 9 1/2 cm I wanted the epidural but once the nurse checked me I was already to far along she was worried that if I sit up I would sit on the babys head so she gave me an iv to help the pain a little but it just made me drowsy. at around 5 my doctor showed up as if she had just gotten out of bed. seriously. once a contraction came I would push then fall asleep for 1 minute then the same repeatedly four times until at 5:17 my boy came at 7lbs and 1oz
he came out crying and all I said was why is he crying keep in mind I am half asleep and not in anymore pain gladly I did not tear nor did I get an episotomy I was truly blessed except for the fact that my face was SWOLLEN which is very common for women who just had their baby it is exactly 12:22 am Liam woke up for a feeding... back after I had him I was so relieved to get sleep I was so exhausted when I woke up from my 10 minute nap I woke up to this..
its amazing and crazy to love someone so much you didn't even know but because he is mine I love him so much!!!