Christmas to early??

It's about 4:55 a.m I am nursing liam with the s.n.s just because my milk supply is low I did pump earlier about 2 oz and put it in the sns for liam mix with how many oz I have on my breast so I say he got like about 3-4 oz meanwhile here I go!

Christmas
I am beyond excited to be celebrating thanksgiving, Christmas, new years, valentines day....let's just say all holidays with liam!!! he will be 4 months this Christmas and we want to get him something so awesome! but, he is a baby so there's nothing much he will find interesting so until next year!

But is there anyone else that has been feeling the Christmas spirit? I've been dying to get a Christmas tree and start decorating already just for liam but right now he's only 3 month he will find the lights so interesting and that's what I want!

Tomorrow im going to take liam to get his picture take with santa! at bass pro shop. I also am going to first pick an outfit out for him im thinking a flannel shirt with jeans. I also gotta go buy him those onsies for babys that make them look like a puff ball.... since we will also go look at the Christmas light in McAllen I believe he needs to be cozy warm on the wrap! I am beyond excited for all these holidays coming up. I cant wait Im also going to go buy some Christmas music for him!! ahhh being a first time mom theres so many things I can't wait for him to do.

Whats new:
lately liam has been finding his hands interesting he puts them together and just stares at them. also his feet I will sit him up on my lap and he will try to grab them when they move. its beyond interesting to just watch him see learn these new things.
one thing is liam HATES belly time. he does not want to be on his belly I let him for about 1-3 min but once he starts to whine I pick him right up.

Things he loves:
1. to be carried of course and I have no problem with that!
2. attention if at night he is not sleepy I give him back to pretend im asleep and I start to hear him quiver his lip and begin to cry it's adorable
3. his mommy and grandparents he smiles when I wake up and see him and also when my parents call him gordo lol he is not that chunky!! lol but I love him chunky

3 things about me:
1. I love shopping! but ever since I had liam I cannot fit into my pre pregnancy clothe it is difficult! my pants do not go up my tighs at all. I do love my curves but I do miss my post body..
2. chocolate puts me to sleep.
3. I cant get enough of the song let it go from frozen!

that's it liam is asleep so I will go back to sleep goodnight!!

Been a long time...

it is August 26. 2014 and it is 11:31 pm and yes I am a mommy now!!! I actually have my baby boy Liam on my chest as I type this blog out my baby loves sleeping on my chest I love it! I don't mind if he does become to attached I want him to always want to be with someone never wanting to be alone. as a child even though I had 4 sisters I still did everything on my own...weird I know. anyways being a mother is sure tougher than I thought...hmmm lets start from the beginning
on august 1st I went to my doctors appointment at 37 weeks and 6 days I had an ultra sound done to check my amniotic fluid turns out it was very low I needed it to be at least a 5 and it was a 3 so my doctor told me looks like your having your baby today!! how insane. Edward was at work so my mom texted him to come home because I was having the baby he drove home in at least an hour and a half from corpus.

my doctor then dilated me to 3 cm herself all I can say is it was painful!! I went home got my hospital bag and baby bag ready and went to the hospital with my mom and dad I went in around 11 and Edward got there around 1. skipping ahead I was dilated at 9 1/2 cm at 4:50 the next day I did not feel any intense pain with the contractions until that time all I felt was major cramps but nothing to bad. once I did get to 9 1/2 cm I wanted the epidural but once the nurse checked me I was already to far along she was worried that if I sit up I would sit on the babys head so she gave me an iv to help the pain a little but it just made me drowsy. at around 5 my doctor showed up as if she had just gotten out of bed. seriously. once a contraction came I would push then fall asleep for 1 minute then the same repeatedly four times until at 5:17 my boy came at 7lbs and 1oz

he came out crying and all I said was why is he crying keep in mind I am half asleep and not in anymore pain gladly I did not tear nor did I get an episotomy I was truly blessed except for the fact that my face was SWOLLEN which is very common for women who just had their baby it is exactly 12:22 am Liam woke up for a feeding... back after I had him I was so relieved to get sleep I was so exhausted when I woke up from my 10 minute nap I woke up to this..

its amazing and crazy to love someone so much you didn't even know but because he is mine I love him so much!!!

2nd trimester :)

Yesterday I am officially 20 weeks half way there!!! This baby boy has been kicking like crazy The night before Edward was talking to him saying hello since he had just gotten back home and he started kicking to where he was talking and Edward felt the kicks it was so cute:)

This baby boy has been growing so fast I'm just so excited to meet him but I've been enjoying this pregnancy so far:) 

A story which is tmi 

Lately my breast have been leaking so much I know tmi but it's insane and funny it's just so surreal.

Yesterday I was having a hard time getting up from laying down. He was giving me so much pain I had to wait for him to move so I can bend and get up I feel extremely huge! Since I've always been thin and just having this belly feels like I'm already ready to have this baby out lol but not quite since he's still growing in there:)

As I type this he's been kicking :) it's such an awesome experience  to have this baby inside and this pregnancy even the nausea was fine I'm just so happy:) 

19weeks

Lately I have been feeling the lil one move around a lot like crazy. Not only dad but I've been able to feel his kicks for a few weeks now:) so happy to feel him moving around freely in there just so u know I love u to let u kick my bladder -.- lol anyways Edward felt the baby kick last week and last night my mom felt him kick he's being such a sweetheart kicking for everyone to feel:) including me! Then I blame myself I would poke my belly just for him to kick and now he's doing it. Constantly I wake up at night just feeling me kick me to turn to my other side lol well played my baby.

I've noticed his favorite spot is on the right side every day i wake up and he's just there chilling like a big boy already choosing his sides 😉

I cannot wait till he's born were so excited we even got more clothe for him so far only 2 outfits were not buying any new born clothing more like 3 months I think he's going to be long and thin since I'm hardly showing and I'm already nearing up to the 5 months but I'm so happy I can't wait to see him!

Picked up a pair of maternity pants they are not fitted to me yet but maybe once I'm a lil bigger they'll fit better:) 

Anyways this is him when we went at 13 weeks he's so big already!! Can't wait for the next sono