Happy birthday

Today was my little sisters birthday she turned 13 I can't believe she's a teenager already how insane!! 

I'm so happy she enjoyed her day with lazer tag then Peter piper :) we ate a lot!!!

On an update with me I have been thinking a lot about the baby and it's been all I think about I don't know if it's a boy or girl or who's nose or eyes or ears he/she will have but I decided it won't matter I would love a boy but a lil girl would be nice also:) I can't believe tokorrow I will be 7 weeks!! Im going to try to work only for a few hours but if I get the abdominal pain again ill just leave right away today while I was sitting with my mom and cousin while everyone else played lazer tag I got the most insane pain ever I wanted to cry I seriously thought maybe something had happened I don't know why I'm getting so much pain but I hope God it goes away and everything is just fine with the baby. I love you already and I'm happy everyone in my family and Edwards family is so happy also:) 

December update

It's hard to believe how fast everything is moving seems like just yesterday me and Edward were on the phone talking for the first time ever on December 24,2009. On 12/24/13 I went to the doctors feeling sick I had this horrible abdominal pain and it felt like cramps I thought it was my cyst since I was also having a slight fever. The doctor came back with many test and gave me the positive.

To what else. To a new life. It's hard to believe I wanted to finish school first then get a job then get married then be like that for a few years before we decided on kids. But the scariest was why I was getting this pain the doctor was guessing it could be an Ectopic pregnancy where the embryo is stuck in the Fallopian tube (which I thought was cool since I learned that in my anatomy class) the scary thing was if it was I would have to get it removed.  

And the next day was christmas I had already told my parents once I found out I did not want to keep it a secret if its life was in danger.

On 12/26/13 my mom and I and Edward went to the hospital to find out the pain the doctors were beyond rude but I don't care I was there to see how everything was after 8 hrs of sonogram blood work and urine test everything was ok (I did not get to see anything of hear anything because the ultrasound technician I'm guessing was mad since he was working they all kept saying that's why you go to your obgyn and I said I actually just found out 2 days ago) those jerks I just needed to know if everything was ok ))and I just needed bed rest the crazy part was I read the baby heart beat was 114!!! Edward said he's prbly working out. Lol I was scared and confused But like my mother said maybe it's Gods way He thinks your ready. 

Ready or not it's going to come. and sorry for the (it's) I just haven't gotten used to it yet. Everything just seemed to be moving to fast I just want to stay underneath my covers and watch everything disappear. I want to finish nursing school. That's my goal. I WILL finish if this baby is just a slight drift that's fine school will be there later but I'm focused on finishing college I need to finish college it's like my dream. (Over-exaggerate) maybe not right now I feel so happy and joyful but I know I probably will. It's a CRAZY feeling to know I have a little shrimp inside me (bleh) I always thought sperm even having a tail was weird like a tadpole but oh well. 

I'm happy my parents were ok though I was a little shocked to their reaction I mostly cried and felt like I wanted to jump off a building.

Edward just seemed happy and I was very ANGRY how could he be excited or even happy but I'm glad one of us were it should be celebrated no matter what and for me to feel this way will prbly affect me later on to read in the future but that's how I feel right now I need to be honest. 

Edwards parents were even different his mom just said ayy niños and his dad was clapping -_- again not so happy. My sister was crying but happy and I was scared shocked and still couldn't grasp the fact that it was actually a baby. 

Anyways I have nausea but it's going away since I'm already 6 weeks and 4 days:o how insane seriously I feel like fainting everytime I say that. Anyways I gotta go shower and clean my room and look thru my clothes of what still fits until I can no longer wear it :/ but yes I still cannot really say these words yet and I won't but yup. Goodbye and until next week this is like my own journal:) 

My mother thank you God for blessing me with her:)

Music Monday!

My favorite song this month: 

Sweater weather by the neighborhood

 http://youtu.be/PW-oia9YjwY

If you haven't yet heard it it's a great song and goes with the weather:)

Workout routine

Starting my workout routine is always hard! After school started I didn't workout anymore since school was taking most of my time and Edward didn't have a job so I was spending as much time as I can with him because somehow I knew he would leave again. Plus school and after work I'm always so exhausted of being on my feet all day I just don't have the will power to get up and workout. Me and Edward tried going to the park and just take a walk but it's so hot here in texas you will just get sunburn and it's not worth it. Once Edward got a job again (Which I knew would happen) and he left to corpus AGAIN I decided to get back to working out. Plus school is almost over so what is stopping me? Nothing. The only thing is I got into the habit of eating burgers I have been obsessed with burgers for this semester I don't know why. 

For it being the first time in working out it was TOUGH I did t25 I'm not a big fan of the cardio so I started with core speed which I know is way more ahead and advanced but I think cardio is to slow.

I felt so lightheaded and nauseated after working out it only made sense since yesterday and the day before that me and Edward got whataburger. I know I know bad Becky lol but I just love the honey BBQ Chicken strip.... Moving on before I go buy one lol we've been eating out so much! And he has not gain weight like I have since he does Brazilian jiu-jitsu but anyways my semester is almost over and can't wait for tmrw in being sore:) I hope I keep up:) 

Makeup Haul&catch up

I have been gone for such a long time but let me catch up I went strawberry blonde:)

which I LOVE  I'm sticking to this hair color not only that BUT! I have become OBSESSED with makeup like lipstick, concelear, primer, eye shadows and eye liner. Oh gosh on Monday my boyfriend took me shopping and I went to Walmart and I bought several lipstick  products and I just love them all.

Anyways school is going kinda hard I've been having a hard time staying focus and had to drop a class because the other class was keeping more of time but still that is Not an excuse. Hopefully I get better because the semester is ending and I am doing better on my anatomy class but still school is getting tougher. Tomorrow is my dad's birthday and I cannot wait to give him his gift

going to log off because my boyfriend is getting it out of his jujitsu class and I'm waiting for him so goodbye and have a good night

Oh gosh hoping I get to get a macbookpro *fingers crossed* 

My family

I never noticed before when I was younger how much my family means to me. Before it was like whatever but as I got older I started understanding how much my parents mean the world to me And how much my older sister is just the best my little sisters are very different but u know what they both encourage me so much! 

I'm blessed to have the greatest parents my dad is hilarious I see where my older sister gets it from my mom is so sweet and caring just liked my little sisters I'm glad to say they are the best. 

Motivation

i have not worked out in about 2 weeks and can i say i am getting very sad about that!:( i miss it but imma get back at it soon VERY soon the new focus T25 is coming out and imma get it!!! can't wait to do the workout but till then im going to be lifting weights and getting my muscles toned!! their going to be bigger than Fredward lol anyways miss my workout but Rachel Vaziralli is my motivation and inspiration she is a beach body coach from insanity and her arms are insane i want mine like that :D 

vacation photos!

we had such an AMAZING time at krause springs and splash town to bad i didn't have my phone at splash town but we did go to austin and san antonio and it was so nice to just get away for a few days even though we had to cut the trip a day short we had an amazing time! it was a sad day to go back home because i really enjoyed it! we all go really burned but hey who doesn't love a little sun? i know i dont but oh well just for a while i decided to enjoy it 

fathers day

all late but a photo of my dad and the daughters for fathers day:D 

random just wanted to put pictures!

Music Monday!

Day 1 of music monday my favorite song that i have been listening to both rock and pop.. enjoy!

number one comes Mrs. Miley cyrus "We can't stop" its been in my head so far and i love it it's catchy "la di da di we like to party dancing with miley" lol still a miley cyrus fan since the first Hannah Montana episode lol
we cant stop
Number two Avenged Sevenfold "a little Piece of Heaven" yes it is very cruel but it's nice and catch as well plus it amps me up to work out lol

Plants!

YES!!! i have always wanted fresh flowers everyday before Edward used to get them for me alot but now that we have been going around for 3 years and since he's at corpus i never get flowers, or even Roses he sent them to me once and it was nice but keep them coming they only live for a week or 2 weeks if im really careful!!!,.... anyways having to buy fresh flowers was alot of money so i decided to buy fake flowers BIG MISTAKE they are beautiful but they are not REAL *angry face* they don't smell as good as the real ones nor do they feel soft and nice sooo i decided to buy some soil, and seeds to plant my own flowers and roses or more like flowers to start off easy with, and plant them near my window!! ahhh i haven't plant them just yet but once this rain settles down, which is suppose to last all week, i'll plant them :) i am beyond excited and happy i can't even remember to feed my pets so maybe i'll start off with a plant!:D

My week and weekend

 Its been pretty crazy this whole week so let me do a quick update so far i finished school no summer classes though because i don't want to feel over stressed when school comes back in August sooooo yeah, also finished insanity and re started it this week with my cousin erica! shes not bad she really pushes herself im like ohhh yeah Erica!! because she really does go for it! i can see a BIG progress because before i couldn't keep up nad now i can and it is AWESOME :D anyways my loves birthday was on Monday we went shooting at the gun range and can i say i am a BEAST i am wayyy better than Edward! so proud :D but yes it was a whole lot of fun got to hold a thomson submachine gun man oh man was it awesome. anyways ate some spaghetti and now going to talk on the phone with my love and get ready for bed see you next week maybe if i have time to keep posting. Good night world! and have a good day tomorrow :D